Memories of yesterday

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It hurts Lord
The Memories
The sad ones
The scary ones

The mind is like an elephant
It’s hard to forget
And let go
Sometimes I remember

I’m still mad at them 
And I’m still mad at me
My misgivings have costs me
And sometimes I wasn’t even in the wrong

 I have come to the end of myself
I’ve come to a fork in the road
This is where the path narrows
This is where I draw a line in the sand
                                                                                                                                                                                                                 I guess the only thing I can do is forgive 
I will no longer drink the poison wishing it will kill them
This is not easy but necessary
I declare that all debts have been paid

There is a zero balance due
The account has been paid in full
Not by me but by The One who ordains
What you meant for my harm will work out for good

My vision often gets blurry
But I have to keep a God perspective
Let the scales fall from my eyes
Let there be light!

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